When i was a child it was my dream to become a Priest of the Catholic Church. As i child i do pray and even volunteer as an Altar Boy and in a Choir. During High School i was converted into the Bible Baptist Church and from there my Spiritual Journey begins. I read the Bible as our pastor advise as to do and do memory verses. I was tasked also that time to teach Sunday Schools with children and even had sent me out in a mission to do Bible Studies and Street Preaching. And on college at New Era University (which is a school owned by the Iglesia ni Cristo) before going home i do prayer time at University of the Philippines and meet a group of Christian Students that invites me in their Bible Studies and become their member as well. Their group is the Metro Manila Christian Church that made me a Discipleship leader that teach Bible to University Students in Quezon City.
Though being well versed in the Bible and have reached to the point of leadership within that religious group i still feel empty inside. I feel that the Faith that been developed within me is just like studying in school. It is like that i am excelling in a certain subject in school which is the Bible. As a Christian i feel that everything that you believe in must be found and based on the Book. And this is still true right now that many different sect of Christian Churches that been established here in the Philippines are fighting through debate on which is the True Church of Christ. The Christian churches are in competition to one another on who is right. They do this by recruiting many members and establishing great buildings to be their house of worship. If you know a verse in the Bible you have to be proven right through debate or something. There are only few such as the Catholic Church who are kind enough to accept you for who ever you are and what ever you believe in. But to the Fundamentalist Christian they will accuse Catholicism being a Pagan. So in my Journey towards the heavens of Christianity i fell down and the Earth caught me and found the love of the Goddess in my life.
The Goddess has no book where we can read her teachings but she have the stones, the herbs and leaves where we can read her messages if we will open our mind and our heart to her as she calls out to us. Her messages are not static but it is unique to every individual as we all have our different needs. The messages of the Goddess is real as it will be spoken out as the event happen. We are not to wait for the Coming of the Goddess because the Goddess is already with us always in Here and Now. As time passes by She is always in Here and Now. Even tomorrow as we know as another day, but in that day it will become Here and Now. Even in the Past, it was the day before we exist and that day was Here and Now as well.
Many people worry about what had happened in the past as well as to what will happen tomorrow. These worries give people unrest, frustrations and disappointments. But Goddess want us to be who we are. To live. To Grow and to Prosper. That is her law. That is her commandments.